So, in writing, here are my New Year's resolutions in relation to carving out time for my research:
- Sunday night is bath night. It must also become 'reading' night. I can get a good two hours in before the water turns cold!
- Monday mornings need, therefore, to be an opportunity for reflection. The alarm must go off at 5am to make sure that I get at least an hour and a half in of quality work in before having to get ready for school.
- Monday evenings will continue to be my main study time. 7-10pm gives me three hours, and should include attending to my university emails. That block-booking of six and a half hours over an actual time span of about twenty eight hours is crucial to maintain some sort of consistency.
- The use of my research journal must become more rigorous. I need to build in time for regular re-reading of my research journal. The first hour of the Monday night session would work well.
- The second hour for new writing - either in research journal or with ongoing writing up; currently on the literature review for my research proposal.
My Christmas reading has been very much about research and away from the substantive topic of reading. The Routledge Doctoral Student's Companion remains my main text. I've read to Chapter 23 now. It continues to both reassure and unsettle in equal measure.
I'm preoccupied with the continued need to define 'values', that it is no longer enough to simply identify and then establish oneself within a constructivist or interpretive paradigm. But then there is the inevitable acknowledgement of the ethical problems inherent in researching in 'one's own backyard', alongside some warnings about reflexivity as a methodological tool. Sigh.
I also feel that I have been granted 'permission' to write in the first person, and in the active voice. This is something that I definitely struggled with on my Masters course, but I think that first person active might allow my writing to be 'truer' to the particular academic genre in which I find myself.
I am conscious of the emphasis that there needs to be on argument, even in the literature review. This is very hard to construct when I don't yet know exactly what it is that I wish to 'argue', but it is something that I intend to take to heart.
So onwards and upwards. I feel that it has been a good first term, but the much harder work is about to begin as I move towards actual deadlines in relation to the research proposal.